Secrets Kept

A Great and Terrible Beauty by Libba Bray

Spoiler Alert!

A Great and Terrible beauty is about Gemma Doyle, a girl who grew up in India but has always wanted to go to school in England, where she is from. When she sees a vision of her mom dying after they fought and finds out that it's true, she moves to Spence, a boarding school for young women. There, she finds a diary from a girl who also had visions. Supposedly, that girl died in a fire, but Gemma finds out that it is her mother. 

One big part of the book is whether a secret should have been kept or not. One of Gemma's friends, Pippa, has epilepsy, but her fiance doesn't know that. She knows that if she tells him, both him and her parents will shun her. In the end, she decides to tell him because she doesn't like him. I think that she did the right thing by telling him. She hated him, and that let her let him go. If she hadn't told him, she would have had a seizure and he wouldn't know what to do. He would probably disown her anyway.

One thing that happened is that Gemma started having visions and she didn't know what to do. I'm not sure if this should've been kept a secret. It helped Gemma understand herself better and challenged her to do what was right, but there are some things that happened that didn't have to happen and wouldn't have if Gemma's mom had helped her with the visions before she died. For example, Pippa wouldn't have died in their spirit world if Gemma knew about the magic of the Runes.

I think that the secret of Gemma's mom being Mary Dowd, the writer of the diary, should have been revealed. Gemma would have known so much more about the Rune and how to deal with them. Her mom thought that she was protecting Gemma, and in the beginning she was, but she should have told her when they were in the spirit world. She could have warned Gemma of Sarah, which would have saved Pippa. There are so many bad things that wouldn't have happened if Gemma knew.

Sometimes, the characters made good choices, but sometimes they didn't. Based on the small amount of evidence I've given, what do you think?

Why?

The Hour I First believed by Wally Lamb

I just started this book, but one of the first things that happened was a school shooting. It was done by two boys, Eric Harris and Danny Klebold, in their high school. I couldn’t help but relate it to what happened Friday in Sandy Hook Elementary.

It struck me how accurate Lamb’s description was. After the shooting, the school became a crime scene, and parents were hopefully reunited with their children at a separate location. There were memorials and funerals for the gone, and there were crosses put up in their memory. Teachers made sacrifices for their students, and were recognized for their bravery. Lives were lost for no reason, and people mourned.

I really got what his characters were feeling throughout and after the shooting, especially because of what just happened. I think that because of the shooting Friday, I got the story more and it struck me more deeply. I wish it hadn’t happened, but it helped put my book into perspective.

One of the differences in the two stories was the motive. In ‘The Hour I First Believed’, Eric and Danny were sick of being bullied. Of being picked on by the jerks. Of getting shoved to the back of the lunch line. They decided to do something about it. That ‘something’ turned out to be planting bombs and shooting. But they warned the few people they called their friends, let them get away. Whereas in the tragedy on Friday, no one was spared, and his motives are unknown.

All shootings are horrible, especially the one on Friday. But we can learn from them. And in the case of this book, they help us understand it better.

What Is Beauty?

The Little Giant of Aberdeen County by Tiffany Baker

What is beauty, really? Is it what’s on the inside or outside that counts? These are questions tested in The Little Giant of Aberdeen County by Tiffany Baker.

The story is about Truly, a girl that is the size of a giant. Even as a newborn, she weighed about 20 pounds. With a ‘perfect’, gorgeous, skinny sister like Serena Jane and no mom in the family, Truly’s life was a mess. She moved in with the crazy, poor family while her sister was adopted into a rich one. And when Serena Jane married the doctor and died, Truly was forced to move in with him for the sake of Serena’s son, Bobbie.

Serena, from the start, is the beautiful one, at least on the outside. Yes, she was nice, too but she didn’t care for Truly. Truly had the more beautiful inside. But no one judges from the inside. Everyone loves Serena more, and no one pays attention to Truly except to tease her. Only Marcus, another outcast, even speaks to her. He loves her, and he sees her for what she really is, not what everyone else thinks. I think that he sees what everyone else should. He sees real beauty.

I think that without seeing Truly’s side of the story, you would start to think what everyone else thinks. You might not want to, but you can’t help it. A poor girl who wears boy clothes and is huge- what would you think? People can’t really help but think like that. No one wants to, but it does happen.

I think that Truly really shows what beautiful should be like. She stays strong even with all of the teasing, doesn’t want to get revenge when people bully her, she worked so hard in a family that wasn’t hers, and left that family to take care of her nephew. She was a kind, selfless person, and that should be what beauty is about.

Keeping Secrets

The Pact by Jodi Picoult

Spoiler Alert!!!

This week, I read The Pact by Jodi Picoult. It really made me think about how much two people who really care for each other will sacrifice for their counterpart. 

In The Pact, Chris and Emily have been best friends since before birth. They even had something the psychiatrist said happened when they had been together so long that their souls combined. If one hurt, the other hurt. So when Emily told Chris that she was going to commit suicide, Chris was devastated. He obviously didn't want her to, but he knew that she would be in worse pain if she didn't. 

Chris and Emily were always together. They made small sacrifices everyday. For example, when Emily ratted out Chris so she wouldn't get in trouble, she went on a ski hill she didn't want to go on for him and ended up breaking her leg, but she didn't care. she had apologized, and that was all that mattered. 

As Emily held the gun to her head, she asked Chris to shoot her. This must've killed him inside, and he will probably never forget that he agreed to kill his best friend, even if she possibly pulled the trigger herself. But he knew that she would die of hurt and pain inside her head, so he sacrificed his conscience to help her.

I think that Chris did what was right for Emily. Even if it didn't seem like that, she would've been hurting so badly and eventually killed herself anyway. Both of them would have been living in agony until she mustered up the courage to kill herself. I know that I couldn't have done what Chris did, and I admire him for that. Strong people sacrifice themselves for those they love, no matter what the cost. Chris ended up giving two lives, his and Emily's. 

What would you have done? Do you think what he did was right?

Making Sacrifices

The Plain Truth by Jodi Picoult

Spoiler Alert!

I recently read 'The Plain Truth' by Jodi Picoult. It's about a lawyer who was given a job on an Amish farm- defending an 18 year old girl. Katie, the girl, is accused of murdering her child right after it is born. Ellie, the lawyer, has to live on the Amish farm until after the trial. At first, she is mad and annoyed by the lack of electricity and other people, but gradually she makes friends with the family.

Many sacrifices had to be made in order to let Katie get out of having to go to jail. First, her father, and the Amish community, have to agree to let a lawyer into their town and let her use her phone and computer. Her father is obviously mad, but he probably gave in because even though he was furious with his daughter, he loved her. This is the first sacrifice.

The second came from Katie, her mom, and her brother, Jacob, who had been disowned by his father for studying. Katie was sent by her mother to see Jacob in college for 6 years after he was disowned and temporarily banned from the community. When he came to see his sister and be questioned, all three of them had to reveal their secret to their father/ husband, who was horrified, disappointed, and mad. This takes courage.

One last sacrifice made was by Sarah, the mother, and Ellie. As Ellie was leaving, Sarah gave her the shears that had been used to cut Katie's umbilical chord and had gone missing. This revealed to Ellie that Sarah had killed her granddaughter for her daughter's sake. Ellie chose not to tell anyone and keep Sarah's secret safe. I think that this shows a lot about who Ellie is.

The whole family made sacrifices for Katie, and it payed off in the end. They all obviously love her, and I admire that. For example, I couldn't have done what Sarah did in the end. So I admire their strengths. It all worked out in the end.

Life's Obstacles

Vanishing Acts By Jodi Picoult

This week I read the book Vanishing Acts by Jodi Picoult. In it, the main character, Delia Hopkins, faces many challenges before she can live a better life. They also affect her emotionally. She doesn't know what she wants out of life, or how to live it, which causes problems. She wants her life to be normal again, but knowing it won't be crushes her.

One example of this is when she realizes she was kidnapped at age 4 from her mother by her dad. She always thought that her mom had died in a car accident, because she trusted her dad. I think that she had no idea what to do when she found out, so she went numb for a bit. She had never had reason not to trust her dad, and when she found out he had been lying her whole life, it killed her, as it would anyone else. No one wants to learn they've been living a lie. 

Another example of this is Eric. Franz, their other best friend, still loves Delia, and she doesn't really realize it. But when she has problems with Eric, her fiance, she immediately goes to Franz. This kills him, knowing he's only second best. And when Delia finds out Eric's been drinking again and goes to Franz, it only creates more problems between them which she has to solve. This is probably very stressful to her, having to choose between her two best friends.

I think that Delia is having problems that anyone would. Her father is in jail, her mother has been alive for her whole life, and she doesn't know which friend she loves more. Everyone has problems they have to deal with, no matter how small. I think the author wants to show that no one has a perfect life or a life without problems. Picoult wants to show that you have to make your own choices, and everything might be ok in the end. Not perfect, but better. Also, she wants to show that you have to be strong and face your problems head on, otherwise they won't go away. This is what Delia does and for her, it works.

How Far Will They Go?

Vanishing Acts

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In 'Vanishing Acts' by Jodi Picoult, it is really proved to you how far a parent will go to help their child. Especially when Arthur is accused of kidnapping.

Delia probably felt like she had lived a normal life, just without a mother. She had a loving dad, two best friends, and a house in the suburbs. But when her father is accused of kidnapping her, Delia's world turns upside-down. She finds out that her mom is, in fact, still alive and well and living in Arizona. What she finds out is that her dad kidnapped her when she was four, because her parents were divorced and her mother was a drunk. Arthur knew that he was facing huge charges when he left Arizona, but he went anyway for Delia's sake. I think that he wanted Delia to have the best life possible, and for him, that wasn't with her mom. So he risked a lifetime in jail for his daughter. 

Another example is when Delia held off from saying yes to Eric's marriage proposal. She loved him, and they had been best friends since preschool, but she didn't accept, not until he stopped drinking. She says in the book that it was because she hated the smell of alcohol, but I think that it is partly because she had seen Eric's mom drunk when she was a kid and hated it, and she wanted what was best for their child. They didn't get married until he had stopped drinking. 

This connects to my life because I know that parents do things every day for their kids, in order for them to have a better life. It might be something small, like giving their kid the last bit of ice cream when they want it for themselves. But it could be something extreme, like sacrificing their own life for their child's. They are constantly trying to make our lives  the best they can, no matter what the cost.

The Better One: Sibling Rivalries

                      A Fraction of the Whole by Steve Toltz

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This week, I read A Fraction of the Whole by Steve Toltz. It's about brothers Martin and Terry Dean and Martin's son Jasper. But Terry is Australia's most wanted criminal for killing people who cheated playing sports, and Martin was in a coma for the first 4 years of Terry's life. When he awoke, they met a criminal in jail at the time after Terry got an injury to his leg by knife and was prevented from being a sport prodigy. The criminal, Harry West, helps Terry and two 'friends' become better criminals. But Terry doesn't listen and stay hidden, he wants to be famous and create a name for himself so he murders cheaters. There is a forest fire in Martin's home town, killing his parents and Terry, who is trapped in jail. Or so everyone thinks. Then Harry writes a book about criminals and the publisher changes the author to Terry, because he thinks Harry is a pen name. This gets both the publisher and Martin (the editor) arrested, but Martin escapes with his other 'friend' to Thailand. They go to Eddie's friend, Mr. Lung, and Martin is shocked by what he sees. Terry is standing in front of him, obviously not dead. And by the way, Martin's wife was dating Terry before he 'died' and they obviously still love eachother. 

I think that a problem constantly occurring in this story is sibling rivalry. It starts when Terry's later accomplices chase and tease Martin. At this point Terry is the talk of the town, being the best cricket player, rugby player, and swimmer, and he hates when people cheat. So when Martin utters the words, "they cheated", Terry attacks and they stab his leg with a knife, preventing him from ever playing sports again. Martin probably knew that they would attack, and didn't want to be living in his brother's shadow. Everyone compared him to Terry, and he must have felt like he was not Martin Dean, but 'Terry's brother'. But it backfired when Terry resorted to criminalism. 

Martin later constructs a suggestion box for the town hall. The ideas started positive and helpful, but turned to, 'Terry Dean should be put in a mental hospital'. When he comes out, he starts murdering cheaters and becomes a famous criminal. Again, Martin is 'Terry Dean's brother". He was living in Terry's shadow and he felt cheated. Even his crush on Caroline, his neighbor, was ruined because she liked Terry more than him.

When Terry 'dies', I think Martin felt relieved and free. He didn't do anything to Terry, yet he was gone and couldn't outshine Martin. But he was still a shadow. So when he discovered that Terry was actually alive, well, and very rich, he was crushed. And he finds out that Terry has been caring for him, which probably makes him ashamed. Terry has, through Eddie, given Martin 2 jobs, huge sums of money, and a safe haven. Terry is still the top brother.

I think that most people with siblings can relate to this. I know I can. My brother will always do something that makes me feel like he's so much better than me, and my parents love him more, etc. And then he'll do something nice that makes me feel ashamed (he gave me the bigger room at our country house) and makes me dislike him even more for being nice to me, for being the better sibling. And he probably feels that way about me, just like Terry felt like Martin got more attention in his coma. I know that I can a lot of things better than my brother, but it doesn't feel like that a lot of the time. And this is what causes sibling rivalries.

House Rules

House Rules by Jodi Picoult

     In 'House Rules' by Jodi Picoult, there are a few themes. One of the biggest ones is don't judge a book by it's cover. this theme shows when you see Jacob and how people treat him because he has a disease called Aspergers.

     When people see Jacob, they probably think at first that he is normal, because you can't see that someone has Aspergers unless you get to know them.this is the first time people judge him incorrectly. The second time is when they listen to him talk or start having a huge tantrum or sitting in the backseat even though he's 18. Now that they realize that he isn't normal, they call him retarded, which he isn't, or stupid, which he also isn't. Both of these accusations hurt Jacob because he isn't normal or retarded. This gets him even madder and he doesn't realize why they think that.

     Another time people judge him is when he's in court and they think that he's acting guilty. They think that because he won't look them in the eye, which is a common trait of Aspergers, he is guilty and murdered Jess Ogilvy, his tutor. They don't realize that Jess was the only person outside his family who really cares for him and he would never hurt her. He tried to set up a crime scene pointing the evidence away from his brother, but it pointed towards him instead.

     This relates to the real world because a lot of people judge strangers without getting to know them, and that will end up hurting both the accused and the accuser. When people act strangely, there is usually a good reason for that and no one cares to learn it. This was the biggest theme in 'House Rules'.

The Memory Keeper's Daughter

The Memory Keeper's Daughter by Kim Edwards

     Over the summer, I read 'The Memory Keepers Daughter' by Kim Edwards. It is about a girl with Down Syndrome who was given away by her father without the mother knowing and how it affected all their lives. One character that changed a lot throughout the course of the story was Caroline, the lady who took Phoebe, the daughter. She went from being the father's assistant in the doctors office to a mother who would do anything for her adopted daughter.

     In the beginning, when the father tells Caroline to give his daughter to and adoption agency that was recommended to him, she obeys. When she drives to the agency, she realizes that it is not a good place, but doesn't want to be stuck with an hours old baby. But she realizes she has no choice and takes her in. I don't think that the Caroline that had just been an assistant in his office would have done that if she hadn't seen him glance at the baby that deserved a chance and didn't get one. She probably thought that the mother wouldn't have wanted her baby to be put in a foster home, because Caroline wouldn't have wanted that either. she starts to fall in love with the baby probably at that moment.

     When Caroline starts to base her life around Phoebe, you can tell that she really loves her. I don't think that she would've married Al if Phoebe didn't agree. She probably got a husband partly so that Phoebe could have a dad. Also, she found a whole new place to live probably so that Phoebe wouldn't have to deal with her father rejecting her at birth. I know that life would have been a lot harder for everyone involved, especially Phoebe's mother, if they saw Phoebe walking with Caroline one day and Caroline realized that the mom didn't know who Phoebe was and Caroline told her.

     these are some reasons that show how Caroline has changed and how much she cares for Phoebe.